bloggig now,9:27pm.
I just return from windsurfing & dinner.
Today wind was really good except that it was choppy & gusty.
Had fun. with brother & daddy.
With Phantom 320 & BIC 7.8m. WIth a super big hole at the lowest panel la. Omfg.
Anyway, dinner at chong pang. i really have no appetite this few days. IDK why.
Good time to slim down haha.
i just got home. baby is having staff parade now.
& i'm waiting for a movie to be ready to watch. Fireproof.
SUPER NICE & touching must watch.
had my birthday celebration yesterday.
I learnt a very important lesson. & i know how much i meant in you guys when you call me sister/friend. .l. 2 words, FUCK OFF.
Humans can be so selfish and irrespondsible.
Thank you for thyose who came, the food was really nice aye.
& the cake. LOL. Enjoyed.
Presents!! red packets!! thanks william & joyce. (:
i'm ending here life is too bored to write about.
Cheerios.

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 9:25 PM

Hello peeps,
I'm too lazy to blog about the rest of my days in nepal.
But i'll do it, one day.
Hmm.. Baby is so lucky. he's out of trouble now.
He reflected and said he will never do it again and will be good til he ORD.
Army things can't be avoided, it's goverment politics.
We don't do anything we want.
Anyway, partial of nepal photos is up is facebook already.
And i'm working now.
With my very painful eyes, idk what's wrong with it though.
I've already bought a spectacles, waiting for it to be done, that will be sunday.
Okay, i'm going back to windsurf.
I'm really not thinking about what will be the outcome of everything.
Like team mates and stuff.
I will get over it, i hope so.
Woohoo.
It's finally december.
It's the 6th today, Precious 21st.
It's gonna be the 12th soon, 33rd monthsary.
It's gonna be the 14th soon, baby's 19th.
It's gonna be the 23rd soon, my 18th.
It's gonna be the 25th soon, IT CHRISTMAS FINALLY!

HAPPENING UH.
Everybody! It's time to PARTYYYYYYY.

Love, J

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 10:31 AM

Alooooooha people,
Sorry for updating late. there wasn't internet to use the past few days.
My 3rd day in nepal.
Woke up early in the morning to catch the sunrise.
It was really really beautiful from where we stood. With the sunlight shining on the mountains. the sun rays looked awesomely beautiful.
It took only like 5 mins for the whole sun to rise.
But to catch the sun shining on the mountains is in between dawn and sun rise.
Went back to the hotel after, had lunch.
After lunch we wnet to the tibetans refugees, cool aye.
They actually manufacture their own carpet using 100% cotton.
All hand made and the tibetans are really really friendly.
Bought a pencil case for 80 rupees.
Then we went over to devi's fall.
It was named that after a ocuple from swiss went to the waterfall to bath.
& devi fell off from teh waterfall and drowned, that's why.
Very sad story but it was really thoughtful of them to make this a memorial ground.
The waterfall was really a beaute but if it was in autumn season it would be nicer.
Cause most of the water has dried off. so just a small waterfall.
Then we head over to the sibah and ganesh cave.
It's temple built in cave. Sibah is the father and ganesh is the son.
That's all i know. haha.
We had teh whole afternoon free and guess what, daddy &i went paragliding.
Awesome, superb fun. the feeling is undescribable.
Although we didn't have anough clothes on. I really enjoyed it alot.
We even got a certificate. (:
Headed back to the hotel, rest & had dinner, went out for a walk.
Back to the hotel to use the net.
Turning in now.
Heading to chitwan national park tomorrow.
Goooooooooood night.
Lovee you b

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 12:08 AM

25/11/09.
Helloooooo earthlings,
I'm here to blog about my second day in nepal, pokhara.
It was freezing cold in the morning.
Like 10 degrees celcius,smoke coming out from everyone's mouth.
We left kathmandu at about 7am to where i am now, pokhara.
The bus journey took 6 hours, with short breaks in between.
I slept throughout the whole journey on & off, mostly sleeping. LOL.
Sometimes awake to look at the surroundings and scenery. AWESOME.
Very interesting place as nothing looks the same compared to singapore.
Their daily life and how they survive, you can never imagine.
We are so so much better.
They lived in high slopes mountain and it's so narrow,
they might just miss a step and drop into the forest and no one will even realize.
Reached pokhara at about 1pm. had buffet lunch, checked in to the new hotel, hotel BAHARI.
Very country style, very beautiful.
At 3:45PM everyone met & we went to a very famous lake.
Went boating for an hour. VEry awesome view of the himalayan mountains,
covered with snow.Eg, fish tail.
Look at the pictures when i'm back and you'll know.
Looks very very artificial. like drawn in.
Had some shopping time, almost every shop sells the same stuff.
Get to rest after and dinner later. Buffet again. Aww..
& no meat buffet, oh my god. i almost fainted.
Lucky for me they had bbq chicken plate.USD 5/plate.
Includes steak, pork, chicken and jack potatoe.
Walked around after dinner.
Parewnts went for foot massage, count me & sister out.
Till now i'm finally back in the hotel, resting soooooooooon.
Got to wake up at 5am tomorrow morning to catch the sunrise!!!!!
Can't wait. Woohoo.
Ending here for yesterday.
Gotta go now.
Good night lovee you b

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 12:18 AM

8:50pm.
Hello peeps,
I'm currently in nepal now.
Weather is 12 degrees celcius. wow.
Superb cold. luckily prepared thicker winter clothes.
This entry is more for my baby to read. cause journal is with him.
He is suppose to share his daily routine without me.
Slept at 4am, woked up at 5 to prepare.
Left home and reach airport around 7am, checked in.
Waited for the slow slow old man.
Had breakfast around 8:30am, checked in at 8:45am.
Waited for the airplane to get ready and woohoo. haha.
I'm seating at 24F, window seat in silkair. COOL.
Although it wasn't my first time.
4 hours and 40 minutes of flight to reach.
Reached nepal around 12pm.
Went for lunch and sight seeing after.
Get to know this very fascinating thing.
This person called goddess.
Will be chosen from many new borns.
& they've to go through many test to get the status, to be god.
then the lucky one will have to stay in a palace, very old &small.
But interesting building.
They'll have to stay in and learned all the things taught.
Only before 12pm in the morning and after 4pm in the noon.
She'll walked to the open concept at the 3rd floor of the building.
&people will all be waiting to see her.
That's what i did today.
& she's only 4 years old!!
Very eye opening.
Many different things to see compared to singapore.
Went back to the hotel, went for dinner,
& here i am at the lobby submitting my entry.
Pictures most prolly will only be uploaded when i'm back in singapore.
Cause i'm lazy haha.
Signing off now.
Good night, lovee you b.

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 10:47 PM

5:12pm
Hello peeps,
It's near to ending work time now.
I'm too bored. nothing much to do.
Daddy is still not talking to me. ):
I guess i made him too disappointed.
& i miss windsur5fing like, totally.
But baby doesn't like it when i go windsurfing.
Partly because i always come back with cuts &bruises.
Another is i can only windsurf on weekends.
& weekends is for the both of us.
I don't blame him though. It's perfectly normal.
I always try to go windsurf when he's on duty or when he couldn't come out.
So i wouldn't have to

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 5:10 PM

10:30pm.
My to be continued entry before turning in.
I had a very good evening with b.
Time was short and restricted. Cause he's out for nights off only.
Fascinating about how well things went,
After i decided to tell him to forget about everything that happened.
He agreed &we are very happy.
Now he's in camp attending last parade.
I am here to share how happey i am.
Met b at bukit gombak, humans are everywhere.
Trained back to woodlands.
Wanted to have MOS burger for dinner but teriyaki chicken was OOS.
How unusual.
So we decided to had something else.
When we walked out of MOS we saw the apple strudel shop is back.!
So we got a mini apple strudel. Chucks*
Then headed back to his home.
Packed dinner &fried ice cream!!
Had dinner & watched some chinese movie.
Bathed and i was really sleepy, starting from when we were watching movie.
So we just rest & waited for time to pass.
Bus home and waited for baby's dad to come fetch him.
& here i am back home blogging.
What a pleasent day..
Gotta go now. Baby's waiting.
Nights earthlings.

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 10:29 PM

It's 4:08pm now.
I'm working halfway & somehow i just feel like blogging.
Nowhere to let everything go.
I guessed i need a roller coaster ride now.
Almost 6 months since i last had an entry.
Internet usage wasn't that convenient though.
But i got my laptop now.
& i believe baby ain't happy at all.
Things have changed alot.
Much more then expected. You & me.
I totally have no idea, why is it so.
So things just ain't as simple as it sounds.
You must be in it to understand, to fear and to feel.
But we're both different people coming together from both different worlds.
To be continued...

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 2:20 PM

teehee.
i haven't blog for months.
life's never the same for me.
Ups and downs.
always the same old shit.
Nothing much changed in my boring life.
Got e63 instead of e71.
Got a new psp.
what else.?
I NEED TO GO SHOPPING like seriously.
still windsurfing.
400 bucks really teach me how to survive but that's not the life i want.
D &i just past our 26th month ans mummy invited him over to our house on her birthday.
what a pleasent surprise.
Anyway, im sleeping now.

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 11:56 PM

My thumb is so patethic.
It's joint is broken.
So effing painful.
Duh.
10 days MC, no windsurfing for me. :(

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 10:07 PM

I guess little people blogs now.
Everyone have moved on to facebook.
But anyway, photos are in the computer but yet to upload.
Not busy just lazy.
Went New york skin solution today.
Nice~
Also met up with peixin, ages since i last saw her.
Jessprecious was together.
I'm sitting in my living room now.
Rotting like how my blog rot.
Feeling very sick and pissed off.
Life's like that.
Bye

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 12:30 AM

1:51pm.
I'm totally shit.
That's what i feel.
Idk why. life has been near to perfection.
Family, windsurfing and you.
But it seems like it couldn't last.
Since my return from pattaya.
Things are like shit.
The awesome feeling is destroyed partially.
& i hate it, i really do. IT SUCKS!
I seriously can't wait for probation to end.
Less than 3 months, i'm free.
I want everything to be back, to how it should be.
Like how i fought hard to have you as my boyf.
Photos of pattaya will be uploaded tonight.
I'm very free now but i couldn't find the cable.
Wait till daddy comes home.
Bye.

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 1:48 PM

I haven't been blogging since my return from pattaya.
Schedules are effing tight and i really can't find time,
to sit infront of the computer like how i used to.
Anyway, pictures are not up yet.
Soon, hopefully. when 'm free.
Went church on good friday.
went church on sunday.
Training on saturday & sunday.
Just cleared my wardrobe, so new clothes can come in. LOL.
I've been eating alot lately, i need to go on diet.
Tomorrow is off day!!
i love D.

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 12:33 AM

9:01pm.
PEOPLE I'M BACK FROM THAILAND!!!
MANY MANY PHOTOS TO BE UPLOADED.

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 9:00 PM

Cramps for calf muscles.
Damn. Didn't stetch before warm up run.
Duh. I can't descend the stairs &i couldn't walk normal.
Shit!
Had MAC for breakfast with brother.
Cab down to NSC after, Half the totalled amount.
He, cheated my money. (:
I thought i was the only one there.
But, Jeddy was already there, having his breakfast.
&Junle, i don't really care hther he's there or not.
Anyway, the nowagian coach &coach kelvin,
plus some of the windsurfers went for a run.
Did stretching after in the gym.
Fixed my out haul.
Went for lunch, wanton noodles. (:(:
Back to NSC, rigged up &phew~
The wind was really strong today.
Very rare weather in singapore.
Went out for an hour plus.
Recovered, washed and wait for the equipments to dry.
Bathed, un rigged and started packing.
I think my sail is gonna tear in pattaya.
I'll do my best but despite the wind, I'm a little scare.
I'm not thinking ((:
D is returning tomorrow!!
Yipee.Finally but i'm leaving.
Nights people.
I miss JJ.
I miss,love my BOO!

edited.
I saw JJ today ((((:
Grew fatter means it eats well.
thanks to the scholars room.
Million thanks.
Bribaby, you're the best! (:
I don't want to share room with shili, if you care. (:

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 12:33 AM

Went for facial today at jurong point, citibella.
Okay everything's good except for the squeezing part.
Effing painful. ): my face is like so red now.
&it looks like it's worst then before i went in.
Anyway, had lunch with jessprecious.
She flew over to thailand already.
Met jiahui, accompanied her to the gynae.
Then went to causeway after.
Watched - confession of a shopaholic.
& D called in the middle of the show.
I feel super guilty cause.. IDK.
I know it's not the first time.
It's also difficult for us to catch movie.
Cause the timing is always so wrong.
I'm sorry cause i've a curfew to follow.
Duh~ It's not gonna happen, again.
While talking a sudden urge to see him right away.
But i couldn't & it hurts.
I've kept you in my heart.
Deciding on a Gucci or Coach wallet.
I think i should stop thinking about all this stuffs now.
I need a PSP! So i wouldn't be bored on the plane.
Any kind souls?
Getting myself a I-pod touch. Brother says the price is getting lower.
PS:Mom, it was suppose to be my birthday present.
I miss JJ.
I love sweetheart.

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 3:34 AM

10:07pm.
Introducing JJ. Named after jessprecious and my name.
A little kitty found in NSC.
Very adorable and i always wanted a pet of my own.
But JJ is not just mine, it's jessprecious, bribaby..
Sort of those whom contributed.
Not those whom are only interested for the first time,
throw respondsibilties around after. _|_
To whoever it may concern:
I've nothing against you but if you get any of my friends into trouble.
You die. How important is a friend to you when the friendship turns out well.
I bet you'll never understand.
It seems like you the kind, "friends for benefit". No doubts.
One last thing, you are SO EFFING FAKE.
3 more days. yahoo!
D is coming back!
But i'm flying, before that i'm gonna spend the whole day with him.(:
He asked me write letters to him but i hadn't even set ink on any paper.
Could i blog instead?
I haven't been writing for ages. I feel funny/weird/awkward towards myself.
I miss him like so much.
But life's like that, even in the future.
There are times where we have to be seperated due to regardless work or..
As long as our hearts are together, that's what that matters.
Through this time where i'm still tied down and you're in NS.
We don't have to see each another every single day, but i wished.
Anyway, i'm tired.
Facial appointment tomorrow.
Accompaning jiahui to the doctor.
See you earthlings.
D, you're my D (:(:(:

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 10:04 PM

9:27pm.
Finally the 5 day competition is over.
& thankfully i manage to complete all races.
Compared to singapore open, endurance i guess.
I haven't been updating cause i'm resting or rather too lazy to use the computer.
Looking back the 5days 4nights in hostel past really fast.
Or is it because i was busy everyday.
I'm really glad it's over.
My family is back.
Why not D. ):
7 more days before i could see him.
It's good news that he's coming back on the 30th.
If not i wouldn't be able to see him before i leave.
That makes 3 weeks altogether.
I miss him like shit ass.
Sunday,
No church or rather skipped church.
Everyone was dead beat.
Woke up 12pm in the afternoon. Tired.
Went to vivo city then to expo then to century square.
Just to find the tights for windsurfing.
Went to expo to the addidas fair.
It's really a disappointment,
I pictured something better than what i saw.DUH.
Bought reebok tights, addidas shorts and a reebok windbreaker.
Thanks daddy.
Dad drop mummy and i at causeway point.
Went jean yip for hair treatment. D called me before(:
Thanks mummy.
Met old man for dinner with 9 other girls.
He was at republic poly for some musical concert.
We ate thai seafood at sembawang.
Head home after.
My face is peeling like shit.
I'm going for facial this week before precious leave.
Had swensens with mummy at tampines mall.
went jurong point to meet jessprecious and bri baby.
Bought 3 masks from the face shop. (:
Bought cleo and seventeen today.
Okay enough of my boring days.
Reporting tomorrow at 10am.
Training after.
Weather forecast states that it'll be raining for the rest of the week.
I miss sweetheart so very very much.
Do you know ?
Time fly please.
Bye people.

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 9:23 PM

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 9:23 PM

11:06pm.
I'm like half gone after today's competition.
Wind was like 0 to 5 knots.
Equals to if you don't/couldn't pump you'll die.
Damn it. What the eff.
Couldn't stand weather like this.
GOne for now, bye.
I miss D's call like so many times today.
&i feel bad.
I'm so sorry sweetheart.
I miss you so very very much.
Love you.

ReminiscingJLoves♥ 11:07 PM